bad mood ):

i'm in a foul mood today, hardly talked during LMS class. I think its' cos i'm tired. I feel very out of place today! nth seems right for me.

First thing in the afternoon, the bus 184 break down, the front door carn open. So have to get down and wait for the next bus to come. Haix! It makes my day worse.

Projects due soon. I'm FRASTRUATED!

StupidStupidStupid! I just received email from Np. Its says i have low attendance. I was sick that day ma, den nv see doctor so no mc!

:(*sobsob* ):

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Uncertainty

I felt a great sense of uncertainty today. Have u felt that people is unhappy with you and where u felt out of place at that moment? or is it that i thought too much?..i know its impossibe for everyone to like you but it hurts just to know right?

what does your reflection show?

what i need is a friend,

don't have to be cool,

don't have to be smart,

don't have to know all the things all the time.

don't have to be tough,

don't have to be cute..

I just want to be your friend.

I'm glad i have found such friend!

cos' I liked to be around you when u're not trying to be somebody!

The rythm of my Heart

Have been feeling quite empty inside me these days, especially during rainy days.

I think this song, 'duan dian' suits the rythm of my heart when it rains. Pitter Patter Pitter Patter..

Feeling alone in the bus as the rain pours hitting the window and cars moving past me.

taken after tutorial class. wasn't very clear because of the clouds but i liked the view of the hill.

Common test coming soon! and i have yet to start revising. aH! no time, still have projects to do. Somebody help me!

A Cinderella Story

"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game!"

Flag day

Its seems that i have traveled half of Singapore today. Woodlands-> bukit batok->bugis and back. I can just doze off anywhere, so tired!

Met Hui min and gang @ Bukit Batok at 8am sharp for the flag day but we have decided to head towards Bugis.

We headed near the temple which we thought might have alot of people but NO! the people were shunning us, seeing the tins in our hands.

Most who donated are aunties and uncles, there is this saying in Chinese, 'ren bu ke mao xiang', those who look kind hearted and well-off are those who do not donate but those who look fierce and poor gave. I'm not judging people, it's just my opinion.

After flag day, they phyco me to take neoprint..LOL!

tada!

i liked the neoprint machine, deres a acelerator to raise us up and down + wind blowing from the front. see wen lin in the last pic, sexy aye. hehe.

Actually, i wanted to go to church but i realised that i have not enough time to reach dere in time so i decided to watch it online. but the connection very bad! i carn watch the sermon. Ahhhhhhhhhh....

greatest dad!

Saw this video from my bro's blog. i'm so touched by the video, he's the greatest and strongest dad.
being able to complete the marathon with his son who is disabled. he never gave up but instead completed the marathon till the end! the way he pulled his son when he swims..the way they cycles along the road till night..the way he push his son towards the end of the race..i touched deeply into my heart!
why do we like to give up on little things that can be done if we put in enough effort? why do we always have excuses for things? too many excuses!

if only u could imagine!

Happy Birthday Hui Min!

Happy Birthday sweety..

i'm recovering le, but deres still throat pain. sobsob..):

finally get to buy my pouch or should i say clutch bag. i liked the design alot, i spend quite a long time just to choose it, all are just so pretty. woot! i'm so in love with it. deres also compartments inside. isn't it just cooooool?

actually i wanted this design but no more. so no choice i bought another wan with x'mas tree. also very nice..(: u may want to check out their blog where deres more of their product. the laptop bag also very nice..check it out..http://www.bag-age.blogspot.com/

You're always free to make your own choices, but you're never free from the choices you make

i'm so sick!

Ahhhhh...i want to die soon. i'm feeling so sick, headache + fever!

feeling sick since morning and thus nv go for classes. i'm feeling so miserable now!

even though i was sick, i felt so blessed with friends sending me smses. I cried abit whenever i was sick because i felt so touched by them and feeling bad to be sick.

Big muacks for all of them. esp for: hm, shi fu, jim, simeng and all. Hopefully i can get well by tmr, cos' tmr we need to choose our IS classes for next year.

Bless me..(:

Material girls

i think i have too much laughing pills in me. I just carn stop laughing during ERS meeting. The moment i turn to shu hui we both laughed non-stop! I'm going insane..Lol!
deres a small bazar going on @ blk 68, and i have eyed on a pouch? it's very very very pretty and most of all it's $11.90. The other time i saw the same pouch @ bugis for $15. haha. It's gonna be mine tmr! wahaha..

And finally i got to watch hilary's next master piece, The Material Girls. I wouldn't say it is a very nice show, but who cares. I liked it..

aren't they just gorgeous? esp haylie in her brown hair. Omg..after watching it i just have the urge to go shopping man. shopping shopping and shopping..

Must be dreaming for

I'm in school's library now, slacking to be precise..(:

i'll be having our written communication role plays later and i have no idea of wad to do. Ahhhhhhhh!

i've just finished my bca presentation, i think i did quite badly. cos' i keep stambering and deres so many figures that made me so blur. but luckily it all ended alr..

wish me good luck later (:

I've been feeling rather happy this few days for no reason. I think it's becos' i have changed my mindset..wees! no more emo me. I've decided to take responsibility for my life.

There's nothing to lose right? and i believe i have gained something!

Our story continues

having tea-break..

When we walked though the underpass from esplanade to the mrt, there seems to be a small circus going on dere. U get to see unicyclers, jugglers and many other stunts u can see in circus. didn't have the time to enjoy because audris have to rush home ):

in the mrt station..

I missed the days. The days we played and joked together! we musn't forget each other ok? friends forever! next outing: audris and my birthday..(:

attended church service today, it was great! Btw, today's weather was damn hot. Somemore SBS bus de air-con lyk not working, make me perspire so much.

dere seems to have alot of fairs going on @ expo. you can see lots and lots of people walking and i have a hard time going to hall 6.

God really touched my heart this evening! We must be sure of who we are!

If you reinforce in doubt, you will be more doubtful. If you reinforce in fear, you will be more fearful.

we carn depend on God all the time, we carn be spoon-fed all the time. It's time for me to step out of my comfort zone and really do things that i always wanted to do and i have the faith..(:

Our story @ 17th nov

Create Your Own

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Happy Birthday Sharon!

one word to describe wad i feel today.."woohoo!"

watch it..longlong post ahead!

today is just too great, so much of madness from everyone. It sharon's birthday today. Happy Birthday!

i love you to the core and the others. I really enjoyed today! I went straight to orchard after school, I was quite pissed off with the Business management lecturer. Carn stand him! ROARRRR!

Reached orchard MRT in abt 30 mins time ba, but we decided to head to marina sq to have our dinner.

so..we went to Kenny Roger for dinner. The food was superb! I liked the ribs and side dish alot. yumyum!

The birthday gal..

Audris and me

yammmmm.....seng~

After that, we went to esplanade dere and slack but mostly we are crazy taking photos..

where's the 5th person?

hmph!

Ah! blogger dun let me add more photos le. whywhy? I think i will upload tmr again. Stay tune for the madness! and u will see the 5th person..(:

anyways, we bought a slice of cake from secret recipe. It was kinda last minute though. Sharon can feel something fishy going on when we planning to celebrate her bday. Tsktsk! we have poor acting skills. BUT we still enjoyed ourselves right guys?

The cake was quite ok. It's called the 'chocolate indulge', its so full of choco. And i went to borrowed a lighter from a chinese or malay guy( the sky too dark!) which i feel so pai seh! Cos' when i asked, 'do u have a lighter?' he took out his lighter and wanted to hand to me. but due to my slowness, i said, 'can i lend it?' which was obvious that he wanted to handed me the lighter..LOL!..I know im SLOW!

to be cont'..i very tired already.

ciao!

Thanks for today guys..love u all so much..meet again soon k?

insignificant

i feel so insignificant. It makes me feel so small..

I'M so super ultra duper mega exhausted!!!!

HEADACHE! TIRED! STRESS!

this is wad i am feeling now. I can feel my head spinning around, the ache in the head. When can dere be a day where i can rest and lie on my bed the whole day? And there is still an MSN conference for LMS project later. Pls finish it quick! I really carn take it anymore.

NOW even my lappy is bullying me! *sobsob*

kill me please!

Luckily tmr we end sch at 3, i'm gonna slp my way throughout the whole day. I will be MIA tmr after sch! if possible..wees~my sleep..here i come.

something's wrong with me

ish!..this is the 2nd time i overslept this month and the previous time was just last week.

something's really wrong with me!

I slept the whole afternoon ytd, somemore i slept at 12 plus after updated my blog which i consider quite early.

But when Hui min called me again this morning, i realised i was late again. My phone shows the time 8.59 when lecture starts @ 9..I was like, 'no..not again!'

I thought maybe i should skip this lecture and attend the other lecture available, but hui min said that the make-up lecture clashes with the wcom lecture. Den no choice, i rushed out of the house. There's no cab arnd, i waited for abt 15 to 20 mins until i get on the cab.

can anyone tell me is the price the same for yellow top and blue top taxi?

anyways, i reached the Lecture hall at about 9.40 where the lecturer have already gone thru half of the lesson. But i'm still glad that i have gone, if not i would have missed out all the impt parts!

i felt rather weak though. Have had a terrible headache but still i stayed back in school till 7 plus to finish ERS things.

Omg! My lappy kana hijacked, i could not change my homepage back to Mel. Went to helpdesk for help, they asked me to install IE 7 but still carn change. I guess i have to bring it back tmr..):

someone pls give me a wake up call if possible..=x

i carn afford to take cab all the time. Hope to get well better~

carn take it!

it's midnight le and i'm still wide awake! I really need to change this habit, i can see the dark circles under my eyes. It makes me look like a panda..0.o

I get tired rather easily these days, i think its cos' i'm abit anaemic. I've slept the whole afternoon already but i still feel tired!

ARGH!..doing excel is shortening my life and killing my brain cells. At first i tought bca module would be quite easy cos' all abt excel.

'very easy ma!'

BUT..dere is so many things tat i dunno. I'm not even sure wad i have done after looking the excel files..i carn imagine wad it will become during exams. will i hand in a blank worksheet?..Lets hope not!

Come into my heart

went to church today. It's been a long time since i attended the service. Theres no better place to be on a saturday night.

we had Dr. Ulf Ekman to preach which has inspired me alot but somehow i felt i lose my concentration along the way.

What happened to me?

Holy spirit come into my heart as i have opened the door of my heart for you..

Anyways, went home with the guys as the others went to eat. On the way home they kept taking photo and video jeff..LOL! so funny..crap alot in the bus..

And i feel so tired, i can feel the ache on my leg muscle.Argh! pain~

to Alvin and Jeff: thanks for sending me home..(: so sweet lah..even though i keep rejecting them, cos' i didn't want to trouble them..big thank you!

moved by ur spirit..how precious this moment..lord i want u to know..

I'm reaching for ur heart, u hold my life in ur hand. Drawing me closer to you, i feel ur power renew. Nothing compares to this place where i can see u face to face. I worship u in spirit and in truth.

sanctuary

when my world was in darkness

You spoke your words, light turn into day.

Beauty filled this place

When my world stood in silence

Fill my heart, songs that never end

You choose to live in me~i'm so amazed

my life in you restored

here is my heart make it your sanctuary

syabil's house

wees~

met swee wen at cwp den headed towards syabil's house. It's been a long time since 4/3 have gathered. So many of them are missing, i miss them so much. dere's only swee wen, calvin, haresh, yk, jawad, derek, shak, jomel, sam and alf. did i miss out anyone?..joel supposed to go right? y nv go..missed out so much fun

anyways we had alot of fun at syabil's hse. thanks for the invite! (:

more outings please!

after tat we decided to catch 'the covenant' at 9.25

wahwah!..i feel like sleeping in the theatre. I slept at only 3 plus last night tat i could hardly open my eyes. the movie was about 1 hr plus..i could feel my butt so pain..LOL!

but overall it was a great show plus having a good company is just great..(:

4/3 u rocks!

thanks calvin for sending me till my block after the movie..

ur jokes is still as -_-..but thanks for the company..appreciate it!

got to slp alr..too lazy to blog..nitez!

overslept! ):

Omg..overslept today..

Supposed to have lesson @ 9 but i only woke up at 8.59 upon hearing a sms from hui min.

my first reaction was 'SHIT!'..LOL!

had a quick bath and wash up then rushed out of the house.

Luckily i managed to halt a cab in less than a minute.The uncle's quite nice..

I think the he knows that i'm late, thats why he drove fast.

and thank God! i reached school in abt 30 mins or less where teacher only gone thru 2 qns from last week's tutorial..

ok..i've learnt my lesson..and..the cab fare was SO EXPENSIVE!

mum's gonna kill me..

Forgotten how to fly

heard this song over the canteen one radio. Although this song was quite old, i think that its meaningful.

i've forgotten that i have wings to fly.

i don't know how to spread my wings.

i've no strength to flap my wings to touch the sky.

i am used to walk on the ground.

one day i will spread my wings cos' i believe i can fly.

clean and green

wow! today went to so many places..

went to RP for the environment day and had such a great time dere.

Found my sisters in a booth they're taking care of.

they wore blue T-shirt with a cape on which looked like superman..LOL

i tink my younger sis loved the cape cos' she keep wearing and taking off the cape. (i find it irritating)

took some pics dere which i will upload once my sis send to me

after tat went to yact club.

i want to sail out to the sea next time

didn't have the chance

bad weather today! + bad timing!

but i enjoyed the breeze dere.

Suddenly i have the desire to go to the beach.

anyone wants to accompany me to the beach?

pics and pics

phew!..had a long day today..especially when u are having 3 hrs break in between lessons and there is pracitcally nothing to do.
Hui min and i went to canteen 2 to have our lunch and took photos of 'aunties' cleaning the tables..[its wei tai who asked hui min to take the pics]
den she tested her phone cam on me.And the result is.......-_-

eeeww..i looked so ugly in this pic..I'm not prepared yet..

here are some photos taken b4 the last ERS meeting..

me and wen lin

best friend!..love u lots..<3

3 babes!..a.k.a women in black

thanks shi fu for ur advise..i'll remember it to heart..<3

today had another project being assigned to us again! In total, deres 5 projects this sem. I gonna vomit blood already. somebody help me!

I must stick with you

school have been quite hectic but i tink its because i didn't know how to manage my time.

projects projects and projects..

i've just finished my excel hmk. it makes me so sick just to see excel now. SIAN!

starting to feel that my accounts knowledge is deteriorating. HELP!

i almost forgotten everything. i carn balance a ting..i need to buck up from now, i carn lag behind anymore!

i must stick with you forever. You know how to appreciate me. Nobody ever make me feel this way.